Wednesday, August 09, 2006

AM i out of your life?

Guess my friends are damn sian with my blog that is filled with sadness.. Compared to theirs which is more cheerful...

Today is National Day, instead of spending happy moments with you, well we did not... The best part is that you went out and i did not know anything about it.. I guess if i did not call you(which i should not have), you intended not to tell me anything...

I cant say that i am unhappy, cause you will be affected, then you cant do your work or cant study, then in the end it will be my fault... I know i do not have the rights for you to report to me and stuff, but somtimes is it so hard to tell me where you are going? The best this is that you were online and could have told me online... You say you going for dinner, so i thought you going to eat as your father takewaway for you...

My prediction was wrong... Why you just cant say you having dinner out with whoever... I feel so cheated and kept away from you... Like i do not know anything that is going on... If you like it this way, then maybe its time i do it back to you too... I need not tell you who i am with, neither do i need to tell you what my plans are...

Hmmm, not a bad idea i guess... Back to square one again.. Now i am the stupid fool thinking things were getting better... Really really feel like giving up... But a side of me is still holding on to a glimpse of hope...

If you ever read my blog, go listen to the song All or Nothing by O Town...

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